my taste is low power....

My taste is low power, have you ever felt pain? but the pain is not exceptional as usual. it hurts but no injuries,,, always makes you cry while you're laughing ... he was suffocating tingling, even breathing hard .. have you felt there's nothing you can do to stop the pain the more you try to stop it, the more pain it feels ... sometimes I think ... worth a separate living relatives. like me now, now I live in Bali. The first to bali I live with my uncle and aunt. because it does not fit 8 months later, I lived with my sister's friends. We were like brothers. but for some reason we could not fit 3 months later I moved again. then I stayed with my niece, we age but again we do not match after a 5 months I decided to go back to my uncle's house in the homeland of two. Hemmm so. if you think about it and the more you think about what makes them always fighting? factor must have been many, some say first if you live in someone else's brother or any other person. we must follow their regulations. we must be good at putting ourselves, even doing all the work of 70%. It's very tiring, but it's true I agree in time! but I think it's not that guarantee harmony. yes it is true if we are to live as other people, I mean we have no relationship at all with this person. well not friends, family, or other family. but if we still have a relationship, it is not valid. yes if I am the owner of the house, and there are my friends or family to another in my place. I would not do so many rules. Why fight if they can live with because there is none other envious feeling in their hearts. yes that's the cause if any relatives / other family live in the house and then a fight and a lot of discrepancies. selfishness of those who always wanted to be understood, without having to understand the other ... make so many rules solely for your own comfort .. maybe that's why there is a saying "family is family .. but business is still business." I really do not understand what that means? but saying it's not in the dictionary of my life, I'll make sure it's fine. diaman his relatives can become enemies and enemies into the closest .. what they think when they want to make ends meet? their closest friends should be urged to forget that during this time he only owned ... like a zombie who find their prey and devour it alive soon. maybe he thought good to maintain this semantara life. then what will happen after that? does anyone know ..think of is own, but occasionally I will not do it. though I would die without it. but I will never bother the people closest to me only for my life.