my hope is in the name of the Lord

it's about dreams, about my future. I should be excited and confident that all will be beautiful in its time. I know all that difficult to pass me, but I beg Thee to help me through every second of it. I may be a little jealous of others because they can always laugh in life. while I? I have to cry through my life. I feel lonely even in a crowd, I grieve in laughter, and I always feel something is missing in my life. I know I should not exert myself in any way, or am I selfish always what I wanted it happened. I realize life is not easy. but, if I can not for the happy few. I want to be like them too happy. I also want to be like those who always wanted and missed. but, I'm not going to think about it again. because my life is perfect now. the presence of the Lord Jesus be with my life. He completes every hole in my life. He enabled me to laugh even though it was very painful. He is my hope today and for my future. my life is always full of blessing, as I could not afford him support me. My future is assured by Him. I now rejoice in my love of grace. and I believe in 2013 this will be my family abundantly recovery, recovery heart, soul recovery and restoration of faith. I believe in the name of Jesus. amin